Boomerang

The moment that I realized that I loved you...
Was 3 seconds after I screamed I hate you to a non-responsive phone
Alone in my room
Because you decided to cut me out of your life, forever... again
But only for a week
Until you had another "epiphany" and realized I was the one for you
Rinse and repeat
Begging me to take you back
Telling me that you missed me when in fact
You just miss having someone that accepts you and all your many, many flaws
How sad is it that I realized my love for you
Because there was just no other explanation for all the bullshit I allowed you to put me through
Love makes you fucking stupid
Knowing I shouldn't take you back but doing it anyway and making excuses
Like, "but we have so much history together"
And the tiny little voice inside my head that knows better
Was screaming "there's a reason why history is part of the past"
And I said "yeah, I know" but still went back to your ass
See I have a weakness for people with a weakness
I can't help it, I just want to help you
I don't mind being your shoulder to cry on
The one you can always rely on
But you only like me when you're miserable
When everything in your life is fucked up you run to me to make it all better
But where were you when shit wasn't so great for me?
Too busy, too high, having too much fun, too preoccupied
Don't you dare hit me with that "I've been hurt before" line
Who the fuck hasn't had their heart broken at least one or two times?
It doesn't give you the right to be a complete douchebag
Baby, you're so selfish
You're so last minute, last chance, last time
Swear I'm the last thought that's ever on your mind
And you're the last thing that I need in my life
Can't believe I ever thought this would last
I don't think you'll ever really know how I felt
But yes I'll get over you baby get over yourself
You're just another guy
Just another lie
And I refuse to give this just another try
You only get one "one last chance"
Guess you got used to me being your boomerang
Baby, boomerang love
All my tears are frozen now
All the words I spoke on how
I loved you, they were true
But guess what? I love me, too
And I love me more
So I won't let you hurt me, no, not anymore
No, not like before
I must look dumb to you
But I've become numb to you
So I'll leave you with a fuck you! But thank you, for all the times that we had
But they're in the past
And this boomerang, baby, this boomerang... she ain't never coming back